Sorry

[mistake]

I'm sorry. I'm sorry for leaving and not saying anything.

I have been going trough some major problems emotionally. Its hard to admit, but i'm going into a deep depression and a bunch of other stuff. My mind is mixed up and i can't fix it. I'm doing stuff that i know is wrong, but i can't help it. Nobody knows other then one of my friends, Shawn. He trys to help me out. But, there isn't much he can do. I do want to get help, but i don't know how. Shawn helps me a lot. He is one of the few people that can get me happy and his family always welcomes me into their house if i need to get away from mine. But, my depression is turnning to to just plain emotionless. I dont feel much. But, as i said, shawn it one of the few people that actually make me get in a better mood. Most of my problems are at home.

I ain't big on talking about my problems. But, i thought everybody on this site had a right to know on why i'm absent. Usually, i can talk about my problems over the internet or on the phone. But, i person, i usually put on this mask and say i'm alright. I try not to. But i can't.

Anyway, that is my problem if i go a few days with out coming on. I'm sorry. It isn't anybody's fault but mine.

But, as i said, i though everybody had a right to know. I'm sorry again. and i'm not leaving the site unless anybody wants me to. If somebody wants me to leave, just say it and i will....

~Mistake~

[Birdie°]

We don't want you to leave, Mistake. :]

I ain't got much to say except, well, if you need to vent about something, anything, I'm here. -waves- I've been through this sort of thing, except mine comes on and off randomly, when I least expect it. So...it might be different, but...-sigh-

I don't know you all to well, but I'm here for ye. <3

[mistake]

=D I'm glad.

There really isn't much to say.

Thanks. A lot.

[[R] a v e n]

^-^ I want you here Mistake, your a good member.

By the way, I understand family problems, lets just say I'm happy my dad has short term memory loss, because if he didn't I'd probebly be on the bottom of a river x.x

[mistake]

=D I love this site. So, i wouldn't want to be here. =D

Yeah. Half of my family has the memory of a goldfish, is almost blind, is almost deaf, or as a 10 pole up there butt permently.

[[R] a v e n]

Lovely, lol

[mistake]

oops...i just now relised. i didn't type that right....blah..i hate doing that. My mind thinks way to fast for my finger then i type the wrong thing and don't relise it.....oops...but, i do think you knew what i ment...right?

[[R] a v e n]

yes I think I can guess lol

[mistake]

=D yeah...i hate when i do that.....

[[R] a v e n]

xD, no problem.